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The Other Side of the Bedrails: When a Nurse Becomes a Patient


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By Jennifer Larson, NurseZone feature writer 

Anita Whitlock, LPN, knows what it’s like to be a nurse who becomes a patient. A number of years ago, she was working in the newborn nursery at a Cleveland, Ohio, hospital, when she had to undergo a hysterectomy.

Suddenly Whitlock found herself facing a situation from the other side: She became a patient herself at the same hospital. Suddenly nurses were caring for her.

“I was on a medical-surgical floor, so none of the nurses knew who I was,” she said. “They didn’t know I was a nurse.”

It was a difficult surgery and recovery period for Whitlock, and she remained hospitalized for 10 days. Whitlock experienced a good deal of pain, but sometimes her nurses were reluctant to give her adequate pain medication.

“Pain management was a real issue for nurses. It was interesting to see a lot of the reactions these nurses had,” she said, noting how she became frustrated when the nurses tried to delay giving her pain medication.

“I’m sure I was not an easy patient to take care of,” Whitlock admitted, but the experience made her realize that it’s impossible for anyone to really know what it’s like to be a patient, scared and in pain, until she’s been a patient herself.

“There is probably no better way of learning than having to be on the other side of the bedrail,” Whitlock said. “It gave me insight into how to deal with my patients.”

Whitlock is not the only nurse who has found herself in this type of situation. Even for seasoned nurses, it can be disconcerting, if not downright scary at times, to become a patient.

After all, nurses are accustomed to providing care and making decisions, not to receiving care and listening to others discuss their treatment.

Merle Kentner, LVN, has had good experiences as a patient for the most part, but there has been at least one time that she was less than impressed with the nursing care that she received. A nurse seemed annoyed with Kentner, who had undergone knee surgery, when Kentner asked for pain meds.

“She gave me the impression there was no order for pain meds, and that she didn’t want to be bothered,” Kentner said, but added that it seemed like a case of a nurse struggling under a heavy patient load.

“Had she not been so overwhelmed with the standard twice-as-many patients than what is safe and reasonable…maybe she would have had time to check my orders on return to my room,” Kentner said.

“I’ve had disappointing experiences with nurses every time I’ve been a patient,” said Doreen Henricks, RN, a nurse in Atlanta, Georgia.

Henricks remembered a nurse who snapped at her for asking for a pain-reducing shot after surgery and another nurse who neglected to assess her abdomen after she was admitted to the hospital for acute abdominal pain. She was also concerned that one nurse did not administer pain medications to all the patients in a timely manner.

“I’ve tried to learn from these experiences and treat my patients better than this,” she said.

In fact, many nurses were inspired by their experiences as patients to become better nurses.

Judith Levin, RN, was in the hospital during the birth of her third child, a son, 16 years ago when she found out how frustrating it can be to be a patient. Despite the fact that Levin was a nurse and “knew the routine,” she felt that the nurses who tended to her were not very helpful.

Although Levin had planned for the birth with her doctor and decided on a spinal epidural, her nurses told her that she had to have a general anesthetic. The frustration continued when she could not get a nurse to help her sit up after she had a Caesarian section. As she struggled to a sitting position, she overheard some comments made by a couple of her nurses.

“I felt the staff could have done more to achieve a [happier] customer,” she said. “I believe I try more now to see the other side of the [person’s complaint].”

Whitlock was originally inspired to become a nurse because she vividly remembered how it felt to be a scared new mom, huddled over an Isolette as her newborn baby fought for his life in a neonatal intensive care unit.

Her second child was born with congenital heart disease. He died after only four days of life. Whitlock said she remembers feeling helpless and vowing to help others someday who might go through the same sad ordeal.

One thing that many nurses say they learned from being a patient themselves is how to treat their patients exactly as they wish they had been treated.

It took a car accident for Beverly Iglai, RN, to discover a few things that she would do differently. She was hit by a drunk driver in 1985 when she was living in Parma, Ohio. She was taken to the community hospital where she worked.

“I learned not to ever use a rolled-up towel as a pillow. A towel is a very uncomfortable thing, and I would never do that to a patient,” she said. “I learned that having to use a bedpan is a very embarrassing thing, and that having to have a friend actually empty that bedpan is worse.”

Iglai also discovered that some hospital procedures, like moving patients to the X-ray department, might be improved. Moving from a gurney to an X-ray table with a broken bone can be quite painful, she noted, and she speculated that there could be better ways.

“I also learned that being in a hospital bed all day long is a very boring thing, and I’m not one who gets bored easily,” Iglai said.

That inspired her to make at least one behavior change when she got back to work.

“I always try to spend extra moments with patients who don’t ever have any visitors,” she said.

Whitlock’s later experiences compounded her resolve to be a caring, compassionate nurse. When caring for patients who had undergone surgery, she made sure that she was especially sensitive to them.

“I knew what kind of pain these people were in. I didn’t waste time getting them their medication,” she said. “I didn’t question that they were having pain. I knew how to take care of them better because of what I had gone through.”

But despite some bad experiences with some nurses, many nurses said that they’ve been fortunate to encounter quite a few other nurses who were truly dedicated to providing good care to their patients.

Iglai counts herself as lucky that the nurses who treated her in the emergency room after she was hit by a car knew her from work. The night nursing supervisor stopped by to visit with her, as did many of her colleagues. One nurse even called in the IV team to start Iglai’s IV, even though she had years of experience in starting IVs.

Levin found herself grateful for a nurse at Children’s Memorial Hospital in Chicago, Illinois. Her son was born with a cleft palate, and the staff at the children’s hospital were very sensitive to his needs. As a nurse and a mother, Levin especially appreciated the care.

“The staff was very good at teaching me to feed the baby and have him put on weight for his surgeries,” she said. “Thanks to the nurses in Chicago and to a few who helped at the local hospital. And thank God I was a nurse, too. Otherwise, I would have been very surprised and not known what to do.”

Henricks also emphasized that she has encountered many excellent nurses during her own periods of hospitalization.

“To be fair, they were in the majority,” she said. “Some of them knew me; some did not. But from them, there was an incredible outpouring of kindness and compassion. The negative experiences were far outweighed by the goodness of these individuals.”

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